Project 365: Day 11

Day 11 of 365

There's not really all that much more I can say to add to this. It says exactly what I'm thinking and feeling right now.

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Project 365: Day 10

Day 10 of 365

Eventful day.

I'm not even dressed yet. And have spent my day watching Gilmore Girls and drawing, hence the picture.

And all I have to eat is chocolate and biscuits.

It was pointless me getting out of bed.

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Project 365: Day 9

Day 9 of 365

Semester One is now officially over.

Except my exam today went so badly, so I may just drink to forget I ever had an exam. This could be interesting.

Ah well I've got a week off now, so that'll be good.

xxx

Project 365: Day 8

Day 8 of 365

This is Eeyore. Eeyore is my saviour on days like today where I need an incredibly high caffeine intake to help me stay awake whilst I revise. I ♥ Eeyore a huuuuge amount :)

Omg my amazing boyfriend sent me a Valentines Day card and a CD he made for me before he left for LA, which I got today. Yes, I know it's early and all but I didn't know what it was going to be when I opened it. But it totally made my day and I'm so happy right now and feel so special :)

He clearly put a lot of thought into the CD, the tracks are all soo good:
1)All American Rejects - Move Along
2)Bon Jovi - In These Arms
3)Daughtry - What About Now
4)Nickelback - Far Away
5)Bon Jovi - Everybody's Broken
6)30 Seconds To Mars - Kings And Queens
7)The Calling - Wherever You Will Go
8)Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck Without You
9)Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah
10)Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar
11)Skid Row - Wasted Time
12)Lifehouse - You And Me
13)Aerosmith - You're My Angel
14)Bon Jovi - Cama De Rosas
15)Papa Roach - Wanna Be Loved
16)Motley Crue - Home Sweet Home
♥

xxx

Project 365: Day 7

Day 7 of 365

Nothing will sum today up quite like this picture. God, I miss him already. I can't believe he's going to be in LA for two whole months. It's going to be so strange not talking to him all the time. I really don't know how I'm going to be able to cope not talking to him.

He woke me up at just gone 3 this morning which was the time he had to be up so he could leave for the airport at 4. He then kept me up til about 5 this morning when he decided it was best to let me sleep. And he then re-woke me up at half 9, as he was having to board the plane soon for the 11am flight. So he's only been on the flight for about 5 hours of the 9 and a half hour flight. I hope he's been sleeping on the plane since he clearly got less sleep than me last night.

I miss him so much :'(

I just want him so much.

I've already started counting down the days. Only 59 days until I get to see him again...

xxx

Project 365: Day 6

Day 6 of 365

The picture kinda explains itself I think.

I've had to say "goodbye" to Gary for two months.

That's the second "goodbye" we've been through this month, and the second time it's made me cry.

I'm really gunna miss him.

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The exam went well today btw.

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Project 365: Day 5

Day 5 of 365

This day has truely sucked. I've hated it so much. So taking a picture to some up my day was always going to be hard to do, but there was no way I was going to miss a day of my pictures. Nothing was just going right today, especially since today was supposed to be a special day with Gary so I couldn't stop thinking about that. And when he called me earlier I was finding it hard not to cry, but I managed to hold it together whilst I was talking to him.

But the conversation ended way to soon and once it did end, I just couldn't stop myself from crying. I really miss him, and in a couple days he won't even be in the same country as me. It's just so hard to be dealing with when all I want is to be with him now.

But it did make it easier to know what to do for my picture even if it is rather depressing. But it's true for how today has been. Although I got a few decent ones, making picking which on to have rather hard to do. But I did finally decide on that one and have a couple of out-takes below.

I just want my boyfriend right now.

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Project 365: Day 4

Day 4 of 365

Today it was absolutely bloody gorgeous outside. So I really just wanted to walk down to the beach and take some pictures, but I injured my knee last night so I've spent today unable to walk so I couldn't do that :/ But I still wanted an outdoor picture so I just did one from out of my window.

Today was supposed to be the day I would see my boyfriend, it was all planned out and has been for ages. But because of the car troubles, I'm now not going to be able to see him until Easter :( Two fucking months away. I hate the idea of waiting that long. And he's spending those two months in LA so it's not even like I can text or talk to him on the phone all the time either. These couple months are going to drag by so slowly.

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Project 365: Day 3

Day 3 of 365

So today has been pretty boring and pointless. I've not really done anything, in fact, I've spent most of my time in bed today; sleeping and revising. So I was a but stuck for inspiration for a picture for today. But then I thought that it really should be my bed if I wanted to sum up my day properly. Plus I love the brightness of my gooooorgeous dressing down on the bed. So here it is...

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Survey thingy

How old were you when you first smoked weed? 17.

Have you ever kissed someone while you were high? Nope.

How many kids do you want to have? 2 or 3 maybe.

Last person you talked on the phone with? Gary.

Will tomorrow be better than today? I have no idea yet.

You've taken fifteen shots of vodka, what are you doing? I'd be unconscious most likely.

If something was wrong, who is the first person you would go to? Either Becki or Gary.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? Nope.

Ever kissed someone who's name starts with a "C" or "J"? Yes for C.

If you got kicked out, where would you go? Wherever I was welcome. Last time I ended up with mum and her boyfriend -.- hopefully I'd have somewhere better to go if it ever happened again. But it won't though.

You're locked in a room with the last person who was mad at you, what happens? I'm not quite sure who that would be.

Do you hate cuddling? I love cuddling.

Was your New Years Eve terrible? No, I really enjoyed it.

Is the last person you kissed gay? Haha no.

Where will you be 12 hours from now? Most likely here in my room.

How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? Lots and lots :)

Do you like your school? I don't go to school.

Are you taller than 5'7"? Nope.

Last time you saw your Dad? 2nd January.

Do you honestly have any feelings at ALL for anyone? Yes.

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight? Becki said she would call me whilst at the gig, but I doubt it.

Do you know anyone that smokes weed? Yes.

Would you ever get your hips pierced? I don't think so.

How old will you be in 5 years? 23.

Does anyone call you baby? Becki did the other day.

How's your heart lately? It's not too bad atm.

If someone doesn't like you, its usually because...? I don't generally ask them why tbh.

What happened at 10:00 am today? I was in bed.

Where would you like to live in the future? In a nice house somewhere not too far from the beach.

If you were a waiter/​​waitress,​​ would you make good tips? Sure ;)

What are you listening to right now? Bones.

Are your parents strict? Kinda.

Favorite color? Purple.

Do you have good vision? Yes.

Where is the one boy/girl you want to see the most right now? Getting ready for his gig.

Do you hate the last guy/girl you were talking to? No.

Last movie you watched? I'm not totally sure.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life? I think so.

Did you speak to your father today? Nope.

How has this week been overall? Pretty bad.

What are you thinking about right now? Just stuff.

Do you wish someone was with you right now? Yes, I really do.

How long have you had your current cell phone? Just over a year.

What do you mainly want right now, that would just make your week? I want my boyfriend here.

Have you seen your best friend today? No :(

Who was the last person you hugged? Not sure.

How many piercings do you have? Two.

Do you want anything right now? Yes.

Have you ever had a panic attack? Yes I have.

Are you good at giving directions? Not really.

Do you prefer hot or cold weather? Hot.

Could go out in public looking like you do now?Yep.

Who are you texting right this moment? Nobody right now.

How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead? It's cute I guess.

Can you remember the last place you kissed someone? Yes I can.

Project 365: Day 2

Day 2 of 365

Well my wanting to do this has actually taken me onto making day two. That's quite impressive for me.

These pictures really won't get very interesting until after my exams are over I doubt, since I'm trying to sum up my day with one picture. And today was spent revising. All day. For my psychology exam. Motivation, Non-verbal Behaviour and Personality. It's thrilling work, honestly!! I do enjoy psychology, but right now I'm hating doing all this revision.

I planned on doing something very artistic today. I was actually feeling really good about this, I wanted to get some work out of the way, but things didn't go quite to plan.

The other day, Gary had some bad news about his trip to America. He wasn't going to find out if he was going for another week, meaning this week he would've been home. Also meaning he would be free at the weekend to spend it with me; Friday to Monday he was going to be here. But today he had some good news, and found out that he actually can go to America next week. On Wednesday. Meaning I won't see him at the weekend since he'll be in a different continent. But he may be able to come down on Monday, for the night. I don't like the maybe part of that. I also don't like how that's the night before my psychology exam. It's just really bad timing for me if he even comes down. So his good news is my bad news :(

I didn't feel so artistic after that...

xxx

Project 365: Day 1

Day 1 of 365.

I had this thought today that I've never really used my interest of photography very well. And I've looked at other people's projects before and have been hugely impressed by them, and I thought "I want to do that". So here I am trying this. I'm not totally sure if I'll be able to stay interested in doing this for a whole year though, but I'm sure as hell going to try.

So this is day one.

I have exams starting in a few days. So I'm supposed to be revising, however I have a pretty short attention span when it comes to things like that. Revision isn't something I can do easily, and I really don't enjoy doing it. I get easily distracted away from it. So today I'm trying to revise, whilst watching Bones. I really love Bones a lot, and this I often find myself watching it instead of doing what I am supposed to be doing, even though I've already seen every episode at least once.

I think I'm really going to enjoy doing this.

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100 (minus a few) questions

1. How old will you be in five years? 23.

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today? Erm noone yet.

3. How tall are you? 5'4".

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? Next weekend :)

5. What's the last movie you saw? Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince, I think.

6. Who was the last person you called? Security.

7. Who was the last person to call you? Gary.

8. What was the last text message you received? "Yeah well im hopin 4 a nice dream 2nite of u, hopefully we aint bein chased 2nite. I guess if i dont sleep now i wont b asleep long enough 2 get a dream of us going, so i guess i should call it a night now. Hav a great sleep, and a very sweet dream :) nite nite xx"

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail? Noone has.

10. Do you prefer to call or text? Text. Unless it's with Gary, then I love the calls.

11. What were you doing at 12am last night? Watching Glee.

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Married.

13. When is the last time you saw your mum? 3rd January.

14. What colour are your eyes? Blue/green?

15. What time did you wake up today? Originally at 7am, then again at 10am, and finally at almost midday.

16. What are you wearing right now? Pj bottoms and a t-shirt and slippers.

17. What is your favorite Christmas song? Wizzard - I Wish It Could Be Christmas Everyday.

18. Where is your favourite place to be? On a beach.

19. Where is your least favorite place to be? I don't know...

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere? Finland, Australia, Canada...

21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years? I really have no idea. Hopefully a really good job and in a good relationship, maybe married? Maybe kids?

22. Do you tan or burn? Burn, then tan.

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? I didn't think anything was going to get me.

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh? Matthew Paul...

25. How many TVs do you have in your house? 4, maybe 5.

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27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer? Laptop.

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on? With clothes on.

29. What color are your sheets? Like a very pale blue.

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? 2.

31. What is your favorite season? Summer.

32. What do you like about Autumn? Pretty colours.

33. What do you like about winter? Christmas. Cuddling up with special people to stay warm.

34. What do you like about the summer? The weather. Pretty clothes. Clothes. BEACH :)

35. What do you like about spring? Flowers.

36. How many counties have you lived in? Two. Cambridgeshire and Norfolk.

37. What cities/towns have you lived in? Wisbech, Southsea. But Terrington is a village though.

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? Socks...slippers.

39. Are you a social person? I can be with the right people.

40. What was the last thing you ate? An apple.

41. What is your favourite restaurant? I don't have one.

42. What is your favourite ice cream? I really liked vanilla dairyland...

43. What is your favorite dessert? Ice Cream :)

44. What is your favourite kind of soup? Tomato.

45. What kind of jelly do you like? The nice flavoured ones.

46. Do you like Chinese food? It's okay.

47. Do you like coffee? Yes.

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average? Very few.

49. What do you drink in the morning? Tea or coffee.

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed? Nope.

52. Do you know how to play Poker? Nope.

53. Do you like to cuddle? Yes :)

54. Have you ever been to Canada? No.

55. Do you have an addictive personality? I don't think so.

56. Do you eat out or at home more often? Home.

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58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you? Yes.

59. Do you want kids? Maybe some day.

60. Do you speak any other languages? French. Some Russian.

61. Have you ever gotten stitches? Yep.

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? No.

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool? Ocean, always :)

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat? Window.

65. Do you know how to drive? No.

66. What is your favourite thing to spend money on? Clothes.

67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7? Yes, my locket and earrings.

68. What is your favourite TV show? Bones.

69. Can you roll your tongue? Yes.

70. Who is the funniest person you know? Matthew Paul.

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? At home I do.

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone? Amanda Somerville - Moth and Rise Against - Hero Of War.

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little? I don't think so.

74. What red object is closest to you right now? An elastic band.

75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth? Yes.

76. Do you sleep with your wardrobe doors open or closed? Closed, if I leave them open I always think someone is standing there during the night o.O

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees? Bear.

78. Do you flirt a lot? I try not to anymore. Except with the boyfriend lol.

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in? Sauce?

80. What is your favourite food? Pasta.

81. Can you change the oil on a car? Probably not.

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket? No.

83. Have you ever run out of fuel? Nope.

84. What is your usual bedtime? Whenever I feel like it.

85. What was the last book you read? Course books; Criminology by Tim Newburn and Criminal Justice: An introduction to crime and the criminal justice system by Peter Joyce. But the last book I read for fun was The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown.

86. Do you read the newspaper? Nope.

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? No.

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89. Do you watch soap operas? No.

90. Do you dance in the car? Sometimes. Depends who I'm with lol.

91. What radio station did you last listen to? Erm I don't usually listen to the radio. Maybe BBC Cambridgeshire when The Brink were on it.

92. Who is in the picture frame closest to you? I don't have any framed, but the closed photo is of me and Gary.

93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper? Notes for my feminism essay.

94. What is your favourite candle scent? A nice one.

95. What is your favourite board game? Hmm I don't know.

96. When was the last time you attended church? Christmas.

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98. Who was your favourite teacher in school? Erm at primary it was Mr Woods, secondary it was Miss Bank and I didn't have one at sixth form.

99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent? A couple days.

100. What is something that you can't wait for? Summer :)