Last night was amazing.
It's not every night you can get away with acting like the biggest whore around, and not have anyone think anything of it.
You're just jealous you couldn't do it too.
The idea was that I wasn't gunna drink; I mean I took no money or ID for the bar so I couldn't buy any.
But I had drinks bought for me of course.
Some kinda cider, Strongbow, Mallibu and coke...
So much so, my 4 inch black heals were getting hard to walk in - and they are the easiest things to walk in that I own!
MS didn't know what he was missing out on til he saw me.
I looked gooood, even if I do say so myself - how else do you think I got my free drinks.
Lets see, drinks from TB, JC and JC (haha didn't realise they had the same initials...) and danced with JC, TB, JC, TP...Slow dance with MS's close friend, JA...
My aim to make MS hurt apparently worked as well, which I'm psyched about.
TP: "He doesn't know what he's missing out on, you look stunning, he's a twat..." - Awh thank you muchily (:
Everytime I walked anywhere near him, he walked off.
I didn't attempt to talk to him, and he didn't with me...He wasn't worth my time.
But my god he looked hot.
You're beautiful
Every little piece, love
Don't you know you're really gonna be someone,
Ask anyone
When you find everything you've looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door
Oh, but if it don't
Stay beautiful
And I still think of him too much.
And I still want him to realise what he did to me, and say something.
But last night was not the time for that...If it was then it would've happened.
I've accepted that he hates me, and I'm now gunna have to learn to live with that.
Ah well, enough for now.
Much love, x x

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