It was so much easier to deal with.
I find out he still likes me a lot and I can't cope with it.
It's made me wanna cry.
Because I really like him still.
And I know given the chance, I would go straight back to him.
And I know that that can only lead to me being hurt again.
He is the only person who can make me truly happy, but he is also one of the only people who can make me wanna disappear.
God, why does he have so much control over me.
I want him so bad.
And I know I can't tell my friends or family that - they'd never understand. They know how badly he's hurt me. They will never understand how I can still love him after all of that.
I'm gunna have to think about this, before running back to him like I always do...
x x
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