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You know what? Life sucks. And it's way out of my control. If it's a friend that's making life hard, then cut them out and after a while you'll be fine. But what can you do with family. No matter what, they will be a part of your life, and you can't change that.

Today has been bad.

Why can't everyone just stop arguing. Can't they see that they are making things ever so hard for me to live here. I keep getting pushed closer and closer to the edge. I don't want to be here. Truth be told, sometimes I have thoughts that are wrong. "Have you ever looked out of a window, and wondered how much it would hurt if you jumped out?" I can't help myself.

Even Adam isn't making me happy. It's just not right.

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